the goodwin family

were to start ,  last night was carissa’s school carols , they were good .  i don’t  know why i let it get to me , but i feel for my kids .  when brodie went thru hell at school i was sick  , the hell he was in  put me on antidepressents  , it was that bad .  carissa is not going thru any thing like that but i still feel sick and sad for her .  i watched last night as she tried to be with lily , but she had to follow behind lily and ashleigh  , couldn’t be with them , so went of instead . they were once close , now she is forgoten and not thought of , . brett says don’t worry but i feel for my kids . carissa will not get the bus any more and she looks sad to me .    i drop her at school  and she walks in , she some times goes to lily and ashleigh but they don’t pay any attinton to her , so now she walks in and goes past them .  

life is so hard and unfare . 

hi all ,

wow were does time go .?         this weekend brodie is at dungog  for the district scout rafting camp . 

we are going to bretts woolies christmas party ,

sick of this hot weather ,  got  2 loads of water today  1 for the house and 1 for the dialysis machine .   

brodie has a job interview on monday night ,  fingers crossed .

thinking of every one ,    all our love

why 

carissa came home tuesday  crying , her best friend ( lily ) has dumped her ,,  and she is beside her self .   

she was like a fish out of water  on the excursion as the girls she hanges around are in a higher year in her class but they were not on the trip . 

she got on good with some  , so hope this works out for her when she goes to school monday , she is in bed today , tired and resting after 2 very busy & big days in sydney .

i am sad for her .    

carissa  is so up set .  there are 2 kids giving her hell .  it is that bad  she won’t get the bus of a morning any more because they are on the bus and start on her  . then this morning she doesn’t want to go to school  . thay are at her on the bus and at school , she asid she spent lunch yesterday  crying . 

after the years i put up with brodie ’s  life a living hell at the primary school   i can’t go through that again .

kids are so cruell and nasty .  i rang the school first thing this morning , lets see what they do ???

this is  so frustrating . 

hi

how is everyone ?   brett is going good . carissa is well , her birthday was in september but we have been that busy we never got a chance to do any thing  so sunday she is taking some girl friends  ice skating .

brodie ’s girl friend nicole is staying for the weekend .     brodie is 14 on tuesday   wow time flys . 

the weather is hot again   we need some more rain . 

9 weeks till christmas  wow this year has gone fast .

love to all  

hi

it is that time again , back to school , scouts and cubs .  back to watching the clock  to get school buses and to activities on time .

the holidays went so fast .    brodie is almost finnished year 8 .  he finnishes school 9th of december .   year 9 next year , 14 next month  , wow where has the years gone .

carissa finnishes year 4 on the 19th of december ,  she is 10 now   growing so fast .

2 of my nephews (on brett’s side )  are getting married next year , one in april and the other in september .  carissa is flower girl in the september wedding . she is so excited .

brett is going good . diaylsis  every 2nd day .  he is feeling realy good for it .

love to all friends and family .

and to tiff and family   thinking of you all .   william was blessed to have you all for as long as he did .  you are all special people . 

brodie is at nicoles and carissa is at a birthday party .  it is quiet .   they are both home tomorrow .    i am enjoying a bottle of red wine tonight .

spent 3 hours yesterday at cessnock hospital with carissa . she had xrays , thought she had broke her wrist , thank god not broken .  

well by love to all  alisa 

wow    life gets busy at times .     school holidays are here , it gives us a breather  , don’t have to watch the clock for the bus  and no cubs and scouts . have a rest from the usall routine .  went to wollombi markets today  , it was a big turnout . carissa had a night at lily’s on the weekend .   brodie ’s mate is coming here next week  for a few days . brett is off this week with the kids and i . so we are doing family things in between dyalsis .

every one is heathy at the moment , getting use to day light saving . 

well love and best wishes to all my friends and family .

love alisa 

 hi

12 months today  my great aunty passed away . she was a lovely lady . the kids miss her . i miss her .  she was 88 . 

brodie enter a writing competion at school he had to write about his dad   he won first prize .

carissa was in the mayoral academical challenge , the bellbird team came 2nd in a tye breaker .    great effort ,

carissa is very upset tonight  she misses her best friend lily .lily is on school camp .    lily don’t ever leave town i can’t put up with the crying here .

brett is keeping well .  machine going good .  how life changes .

i am well .  keeping busy , kids , machine , scouts and cubs .

carissa is 10  on monday the 7th  and she wants a party to celabrate . can’t do any thing till the 19th september . weekends are busy .   she can have some friends out then .  not many .  her brother will be on scout camp so it will be all girls .

love to all  hope everyone is well and happy .

hi ivy hope you are feeling good .                alisa

a good day ,

got my washing machine back today  , can give mum’s a rest now .  

brett’s machine is going good .  

my rabbit  had babies today  not sure how many  can’t desturb  them yet . could see at least 2 . 

carissa will be 10 on monday 7th september .

they grow fast /  brodie will be 14 in november .

hope all are well and happy    luv alisa